Hiiro: ……I see. I don’t think that’s selfish at all. Everyone got huddled together to make sure that I didn't make a mistake.

……Even Anzu-san, she’s giving me advice, as well.

Perhaps before you even consider your outfit, you have to imagine what you want to look like out on stage more…?

Aira: Yeah, yeah. That’s it, it’s crucial to let your imagination swell, you know?

When I sent Anzu-san the idea for my outfit, we had to talk about it a lot. Up until the outfit was done, all I had on my mind was standing up on stage with the rest of everyone in Alkaloid.

Hiiro: Standing with everyone on stage……

(I put on my outfit, then head on stage.)

(On the same stage there are my colleagues in Alkaloid. Then, right before my eyes, are the people who had gathered to support us.)

(I can really look out over that sort of precious imagery.)

Mayoi: Have you finished your thoughts?

Hiiro: ……Yes. When I imagine myself on stage with you all, I feel strong, unlike with anyone else. Inside my imagination our fans' eyes were upon all of us, upon me.

When I want to show the idol me, if my personalized outfit looks like someone else, it will not fulfill its purpose. Even if that person is my own brother.

—I’d like to think this over again with everyone. The sort of personalized outfit that I should wear.

Tatsumi: No matter how ornate the outfit, it is truly the brilliance that the idol resonates that is most important. Let us think of the outfit that will make Hiiro-san shine the most.

Aira: Isn’t that right! I’m going to say this only now that you said you want to reconsider, but Hiro-kun is Hiro-kun and should never wear an outfit that imitates someone else!

I mean anyways, Hiro-kun is the embodiment of character, so there’s no way they wouldn’t recognize you at first glance?

Hiiro: Uhm. Are you praising me? Or are you actually mad?

Mayoi: Aira-san is just looking forward to your outfit, you know. Well, we are feeling the same way so……♪

Tatsumi: It’s because the stories behind our personalized outfits are personal. Now that I think about it, it may be helpful to ask Anzu-san about other idol’s stories.

Aira: Yeah, that’s right, I want to know too! How does Anzu-san even come up with the ideas for personalized outfits?

……I see, I see. So you listen to people’s beliefs and ideals. I’m totally the type to have an ideal.

Mayoi: The person’s image and personality too……In my case, it came from those.

Tatsumi: That person’s background and history as an idol are also referenced, in my outfit, these points were taken into account.

Hiiro: That’s amazing… You have to take into account all sorts of things.

My beliefs, my personality, my past…In other words, in order to to consider the things that make up ‘me’, I have to think about the environment I grew up in.

Earlier, Mayoi-senpai mentioned the word ‘city’, but before I came to this city, my hometown was my entire world.

Aira: When I think back to when we first met, you’ve really become a lot more street smart, haven’t you?

Hiiro: It’s thanks to all the things everyone has taught me.

Sometimes, though, the wisdom and customs I learned from my hometown are beneficial to idol activities, although I know my behavior can surprise people sometimes……

I can tell you that with his outfit idea, the education Nii-san received from home definitely had an influence.

Even though I’ve gotten more used to city life, I think I calm down more when I’m wearing clothes from home.

Mayoi: Ah, yes. Occasionally in the dorms, you wear western-styled clothes with patterns on them.

Tatsumi: Anzu-san also seems to be interested in an outfit from Hiiro’s village. I wonder if there are any photos.

Aira: I’ve got my phone right here ♪ I’ve taken a couple of shots before, is it okay to send them to you, Anzu-san?

Hiiro: Of course. I would be overjoyed if my village became the cornerstone of my personalized outfit, as I think it fits me, both in terms of personality and individuality.

……Above all else, I am here. I want to incorporate elements of my home in order to deliver the idol that I am.

That’s why, Anzu-san. First off, I want to tell you a story from my village! Then I want you to make me a personalized outfit that is only for me!



[Several Days Later]



Hiiro: (......Fufu. This is my personalized outfit, isn’t it?)

???: —Found a chink in your armor ♪



Hiiro: …Nii-san. What are you doing?

Rinne: The hell. When you quickly swipe your hand away like that, it’s just giving me the cold shoulder, you know?

Hiiro: I’m sorry. I was just planning on contacting you, Nii-san, but you just appeared.

Rinne: Contacting me?

Hiiro: Here, look. My personalized outfit was finished, so I was allowed to try it on. I was just about to send a photo so you could see it.

Rinne: —Ah? This outfit is kinda striking.

Hiiro: So? Do you think it suits me?

Rinne:
What would you do if I really said it looks like shit on you, lil bro?

Hiiro: I think….I think that no matter what your assessment is, I’d just have to accept that as Nii-san’s opinion.

Even if my personalized outfit does not fit your sense of objective ‘right’, it’s my outfit and rightfully so.

Although we are irreplaceable as family, we are certainly people of different character, different personality. And so, we are certainly different idols, as well.

Rinne: …When I first heard about all this, I was wondering if there was anything I shoulda' done. Guess I didn’t have to worry about it, after all.

Hiiro: ? What are you talking about?

Rinne: No~thing, it’s nothing. Your Onii-chan’s just telling secrets.

……I think your outfit fits you splendidly, lil bro.

Hiiro: ……!

Fufu, is that so? That makes me happy…So happy. Thank you, Nii-san.

I’m so happy I was able to have a personalized outfit made for me. I can’t wait for the day when I’m able to wear it up on stage……♪



Hiiro: …………

Niki: Otouto-san, you really look like you’re concentrating on something, you know. Do you have some sort of drawing to do for homework?

Hinata: We’re in the same class you know, so if we had homework, we’d be sitting at the desk doing that.

That’s why I thought that Hiiro-kun was doing something of his own volition but…?

Hiiro: I thought it would be alright if I didn’t tell you two. I’m working out a drawing for my personalized outfit, so it’s nothing to be embarrassed about if someone sees it.

Hinata: Oh? It’s finally your turn to get a personalized outfit?

Hiiro: No, I still haven't been approached by Anzu-san yet, but since Aira completed his outfit the other day, I’m the last of Alkaloid remaining.

It made me happy thinking about everyone in our unit completing their personalized outfits, so I’ve been trying to think about it for when it comes my time.

I’m still in the middle of figuring out what an idol is, so in order to not cause trouble when it’s my turn, I thought it’d be better to make preparations now.

Niki: Isn’t that a handsome way of thinking~ I haven't even bothered to think about my own. ♪

Hinata: Ahaha, that’s so Shiina-senpai~♪

Now then, now then? I wonder what kind of vibe Hiiro-kun’s drawing of his personalized outfit has~?



Hinata & Niki:
……..?

Hiiro: This drawing gives me the most self-confidence, don’t you think?

Hinata & Niki: ……I don’t know how to say this, but it really feels like Rinne-senpai (-kun).

Niki: When Rinne-kun came and revealed his personalized outfit, I’d say it was like, all dazzling and stuff.

Hinata: It’s not you Hiiro-kun, but I’d say that such a chic outfit looks better on Rinne-senpai, you know?

Hiiro: You two are sharp, aren’t you? It’s true that with this drawing, I was using Nii-san’s personalized outfit as reference. If you’re an idol that stands out, I’d imagine that it would be good to have a flashy outfit.

I’m sure Nii-san also had that in mind when he was working with Anzu-san.

If the result is something that flashy, I’m not sure if a costume that stands out this much should be the objective “right”......

Hinata: For idols, standing out is…Should I say, it’s important to attract attention, of course.

But since this is your personalized outfit and all, I’d be delighted if it was something more Hiiro-kun, you know?

Hiiro: I see…



[The next day]



Hiiro: ……So then, even though I came up with a good idea for my personalized outfit, it was unpopular with Hinata-kun and Shiina-san, wasn’t it?

I would love to hear everyone’s opinion on this!

Aira: That’s what I thought when you got in touch with me so quickly. Well, I can understand why you’d want your colleague’s opinions.

Hiiro: Anzu-san, too, thanks for the advice. I’ll look forward to working with you when it’s my turn for a personalized outfit!

Tatsumi: Hm? At last, do you want to be next to make an outfit?

Mayoi: That is to say, we will have a complete set of Alkaloid personalized outfits. Fufu, I cannot wait……♪

Aira: See, even Anzu-san seems to be interested in Hiro-kun’s idea. Hurry, show us.

Hiiro: Yes. This is it.

Tatsumi & Aira: ……?

Hiiro: Ah, I recognize this reaction. Hinata-kun and Shiina-san both had the same reaction, as well!

Mayoi: Hi-Hi—

Hiiro: A baboon?

Mayoi: Hiiro-san has been completely dyed in the color of the city……!

Tatsumi: Oh my, Mayoi-san’s feeling is certainly correct.

Aira: Contrary to Mayoi-san’s utter shock, I was over here chilling out.

Anyways, Hiro-kun, I want you to tell me everything you were thinking.

Hiiro: ……Yes, it seems I have caused you all some frustration. I see that from Anzu-san, as well.

Tatsumi: Don’t be discouraged. To respect the entire point of an idol being a performer, it’s respectable that you wanted an eye-catching outfit.

Mayoi: Isn’t that right…… I apologize for the surprised look, I just couldn’t help but notice that the outfit didn’t have the typical Hiiro-san pure, rustic simpleness to it……

Aira: Yeah, right. I’m not saying this right, but I think that a Hiro-kun walking out in such a gaudy outfit like this is just lacking in character.

If you were to actually dress up in this, what feeling would you even try to give off?

Hiiro: What feeling would I want to give off? Here, if I went like this……?




Hiiro: ……… (Sends a fashionable pose in Mayoi’s direction)

Mayoi: Aah, not like this! It’s still too early for meeeeee!

Aira: Too early for what, exactly?

Hiiro: Hm…… Every time I see your reactions, I am beginning to fully realize that whatever I drew was not objectively ‘right’.

Tatsumi: Nevertheless. The decision of a personalized outfit is not up to us, but instead to Anzu-san.

Your plan to use Rinne-san’s outfit as a reference was an earnest desire, so I must respect that much.

Aira: Guess so. For me, I also proposed an outfit with the idea of, “I want to wear it, too!” to Anzu-san. If you think you’re really wearing it from the bottom of your heart, I can’t stop you.

……But, but you know. A personalized outfit is such an exceptional occasion, but I assume you know that already?

Hiiro: Yes. Thanks for teaching me that. It is something so special that only one certain idol can wear it.

Mayoi: That’s why we all….We all really didn’t want your special outfit to be mimicking that of someone else’s personality.

I know it sounds selfish though……


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